"Something that really hit me today…it is NOT about where you are or what you have. Happiness has to start inside you. This sounds Hallmark, but let me elaborate. When I first came to Hollywood over a year ago, I was really lonely. Making my album every day and not knowing anyone, I didn’t feel like I could ever be happy here. Then I met someone after being here for a few months that made me LOVE Hollywood. Made me want to never leave. Made me want to have a world here with that person that was ours and never have to be anything but happy. When that person hurt me in a number of ways-leaving me used and alone-I couldn’t be in Hollywood anymore. I went home to my mom’s house for 2 months and stayed in bed. Tried to heal..but I wasn’t happy there either. I kept thinking “okay maybe i will be happy if i go back to Hollywood. maybe it’ll be okay to remember the good times”..but after 6 months of being here alone-It’s still a struggle every day to not be sad about it all. But it has NOTHING to do with where you are. If you’re not a happy person you won’t be happy in Hawaii or Six Flags or a candy store. It’s similar to when my brother died and i just went crazy having all my possessions in my car and bouncing from state to state every couple of months, just being a random waitress in each place to save up enough money to leave again. So I ask this of you. Learn from my mistakes. I’m so open with you guys cause i don’t want you to waste your time or have to get hurt if it can be avoided. I use myself as an example for you. I’m not the perfect role model. But i will never lie to you or pretend to be something I know I’m not. Don’t think about the things that you don’t have..even know believe me..i know that is the easiest thing to do in the world. I’ll never care if you’re 5 pounds more or less than you are right now, if your hair is blue, or if you suck at sports. I’m in it for that imperfect shit. That’s the stuff of inspiration. That’s the stuff of reality."
Cady Groves /
July 19, 2011 (via
awhtumn)
"
Hey.. Here’s the deal my friend
Im livin in a livin hell
In a song
That never ends
Now-tell me how you ended it
For someone I’ll love all my
Life
It’s crazy how you said goodbye
Crazy how you took the time
To make me laugh
Then make me cry
To not come back
After I died
I wrote you letters every day
Broke down
I’ve had just about all I can take
Of this town, you not bein around- and of myself
Alone in our home
That You turned in…
To a broken house.
"
starllex:
kanyewesticle:
Sundays are one of the main reasons why I want a boyfriend because what does anyone even do on a Sunday like if I had a boyfriend I could do him
or OR YOU CAN GO TO CHURCH ON A SUNDAY AND GET THAT DIRTY MIND CLEANSED BY THE LORD
(via ohmyglobwhatever-its-2009)
perfunctory:
it’s so cute when you talk to someone a lot and then you notice the little phrases that you use and the stupid little things you say slipping into their vocabulary more and more
(via never-h0ld-me-d0wn)
saverockandroll:
burn everything u love then burn the
ashes
(via ohmyglobwhatever-its-2009)
